Probably one of the most challenging things for me going through my healing has been the disconnect and spaciness that I feel on a regular basis. I am used to being very vibrant, social, high energy and fast thinking. Now I feel like I am in this daze, this fog and have this strong disconnect. I am used to having a deep long conversations and connecting and it’s like I am frozen from doing that so often. It’s frustrating because I am so aware of it and though my connection is growing stronger everyday, it’s not fun.
I know each day my connection grows stronger and parts of me come back each day. I know this is temporary and this to will pass and evolve but it gets old after awhile.