I had another hard night last night where I woke up every two hours twitching, sweating and had to go to the bathroom. It was painful and uncomfortable. At least for awhile, I was able to sleep.
Here is the positive though, for the first time in awhile I have actually been wanting to do things and had the energy to those, mood wise. I am actually excited about things. I am more clear headed then I have been and I believe my body has been doing this but before I was numb to it. I also have a great new doctor who is way more on it.
I have to beat this, this has to pass, it can’t last forever and not going to let this get me down. I have a big job interview tomorrow and I am determined to get that job and do well at it.
I know this pain can’t last forever but I really want it to end soon.