My tests results finally came back and I am going to the doctor today. I am going to sit down with her and develop a plan to get fully balanced, well, happy, healthy and totally move through this and grow and evolve.
Structure and planning has always been something that I’ve needed. Whenever I had a plan, a structure, I always felt I was in the flow, I felt good, I felt balanced. When I did not have a plan or structure, I was all over the place and had no direction. Leading up to last November, I felt the latter part of happening more and more. Part of this was I was shifting and changing things for the better to get rid of old habits but it left me in limbo.
You don’t want to live your life all about what’s next and the goal but it’s important to have a structure, a plan, a direction, a flow, otherwise you get lost.
I wanted to also add I had a dream last night where I was directing a film. I notice whenever I have dreams like this, I am always happy and excited and wake up with that feeling. This is definitely a sign.