I ask myself this question how do I move on all the time. I want to move on. I want to feel great all the time and then something comes up. At the same time as well, I feel caught in the middle a lot, which is not a bad thing, because for a long time, I think I just felt caught up in my “small world” or the way I felt. Now, it’s more that I am moving towards the bigger world and feel the strength I have, and not in my “small world”, but I still feel at times, throughout the day, caught in the middle.
I want to move on, I am ready to move on from this and not let go of it, but I guess one element that’s so hard, is that I am used to this feeling, this constant feeling. One day, yes it will be a thing of the past and I will move on, and this “dream” will be over, but I think what makes it tough, for so many, is that you are so used to the feeling.
When I went through something similar to this years ago, I did move on from it but it took about a year and half to get to a point where I got over that big hump and then another 2 plus years to fully complete the journey, but I did it and I will do it again.
It’s my body moving through, my body transitioning and shifting to something greater and I will move on.
In February, before I moved to Seattle, somebody told me it was a spiritual shift you were going through and you might not fully understand or know what it is but you will shift for the greater and I believe that and I am doing that.