I was thinking about this idea of perspective, not just the perspective I have had the last almost 2 years but the perspective I had before this in my life and I wondered if my perspective, the energy I was putting out there, was really positive and healthy and did this experience just exasperate my negative energy, my challenges, etc.
And it made me think even more on my perspective, my outlook I have had my whole life, more specifically, as I grew older of course into my 20’s. I look at it, and though I was overall a pretty positive person, I definitely had some negative beliefs and fears around certain things and for myself. Including money, where I was at in my life, maybe avoiding certain things or conflicts, always trying to please people, make people happy, a tainted look on dating, though most individuals in Los Angeles have this, and just complaining or reacting, way more then I think I ever realized.
So when I started not feeling well, or transitioned, whatever you would like to call it, all of this seemed to come out 10 fold and my whole perspective on the outside world, because of course how I felt, became very reactionary and I would have a lot anger and be upset so often.
Was this a lot because of how I felt and the “bugs” that were or at times still are affecting me, sure, but it also made me have dig deep to work on switching my perspective. Because really at the end of the day the energy we present, it then presented back to us through the universe.
The reality also is that the way people react to you or situations are really beyond your control and have nothing to do with you, has to do with their situation and no matter how much you want to change somebody or explain it to them, they aren’t going to listen unless they want to, which is ultimately up to them.
So it’s about changing your perspective, changing my perspective. Which is not easy, and it’s even more of challenge when you don’t have the brain power or thought power to do this or you are in an unconscious reactionary mode. Well, then this means you have to really work on it more.
So how do we, how do I, change our perspective.
We begin to trust the universe
We look at the positive in everything
We take a step back and don’t react
We take time for ourselves
We find peace in everything