Push and the Pull

I wanted to write a second short blog entry.  The last two years I have been used to living my life trapped by the bugs and in control of them on how my life would flow each day.  And though I have come far, there is still that push and pull going on.  And essentially the push and pull of me either being oblivious to everything able to enjoy my life that day, or me in protection mode just trying to feel comfortable or me able to move my life forward that day and feeling I am not feeling to bad but the reality it is has been a push and pull that I am used in the flow of the cycle and not really feeling me pretty much 99% of the time even up at this point in everything I do.

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