It is almost like yesterday that my life just rapidly changed out of the blue and I couldn’t do anything to stop it. It is like I remember it clearly, well I actually remember the last three years very clearly, everything I went through, the ups and downs and the constant vicious cycle.
On Monday, I went for a sort of job interview. I say sort of, because it wasn’t exactly a straight forward interview but it wasn’t just a random meeting either. I have not gone on anything like this in years or even thought about doing something like this in years. I see it as the tides turning and me moving on with my life and releasing the last three years and letting go of Lyme Disease and everything I have been through.
So, I am turning the tide. I really am. For a long time I always thought I was turning the tide but the reality was I wasn’t. And it is hard because the cyclic nature always made me feel like I will be symptom free in three more months or six more months but that wasn’t the case. It has taken a lot longer then I realized.
Well the tide is finally turning and turning and turning more each day.