This is something I have always known in my heart, that one day, everything I have been through will be a distant memory and things will shift back to where they should be and I will have the life I want to be living. I have always known that one day, this will just happen.
There have been pockets and ebbs and flows of this moving towards this point but it just never seemed like things were there yet or I still felt off or just felt I was used to feeling a certain way. But I knew I wasn’t where I wanted to be yet.
It is in a sense like you forming something new, a new being, which essentially you are and eventually that new being will not be what you were the past, but it also will not be in that transformation/transition state and I will be free. One day it will just happen.