Monthly Archives: February 2017

Forming Me

When I first started not feeling well about four years ago, when everything kind of shifted, I remember thinking that I didn’t feel like a human being.  I felt like everything I did was not human and that everything that … Continue reading

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What I am Used too

I should not be used to wondering around disoriented, in the same brain patterns, same rhythms, same cycles, same feelings of dragging my body around, but in many ways I am.  It is what I have become accustomed too. My … Continue reading

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That Magical Day

When you go through a challenge, that makes you look at life differently, appreciate life even more, you begin to appreciate life and everything more then ever.  It makes you appreciate every thing. For the past four years, everyday I … Continue reading

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A Day For Me

For four years I don’t feel I have had one day for me.  One day where I was at peace, with no chaos, no drama, no walking on eggshells, no being bothered by the past, and most of all no … Continue reading

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Four Years Of Blogging

It is surreal to me that I have been blogging for four years.  Not four days, not four months, four years.  Four years of time that seems non existent and a blur.  Four years that feels like it didn’t exist. … Continue reading

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Your Whole Life Flashing In Front Of You..

That’s what the last four years has felt like.  Like my whole life has flashed before my eyes, everyday.  Like I am constantly in groundhog day.

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The Most Frustrating Part..

The last four years has been challenging.  Extremely challenging.  Unsettling and feels like it hasn’t existed.  And there are a lot of frustrations that have come from the last four years, but I would say one of the most frustrating … Continue reading

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