You almost forget sometimes how much you have been through because as time goes on and as the harder stuff, the more challenging stuff, the discomfort slowly fades away more and more and you open more up to the world, it always seems like it didn’t exist.
A little over four years ago, I left Los Angeles, just disappeared one day, almost as if one day I existed in Los Angeles and the next day I didn’t. Nobody really asked about me, especially has time went on and four years later, they still don’t at all. They all just faded away really.
Lately, for the first time in the last four years plus, I can honestly say I am finally forming who I am again, the person I am, not the person I was as I am stronger and better for it.
I never really went away, I never really went anywhere, I have bene here the whole time, just hidden and blocked as if I didn’t exist, and now I am coming out of my shell and blossoming again.