I say 50% but the reality is the last four and half years I feel I have lived most of it at less then 50% the whole time.
has this been easy, no. Has it been frustrating, absolutely. Has it been a test of patience and will and faith and hope, absolutely.
In so many ways, I can’t believe most of the time what I have been through the last four and half years. It is really super human in so many ways, and still I feel way more affected then I want to and in so many ways live my life at 50%.
I have driven 8 hours in a day like this, gone on dates, done treatments, wrote a book, made a website, had Long intellectual conversations, got over 500 points on scrabble, drove across the country and so on and so forth.
i have done so much at 50%, so affected, just imagine me at 100%.