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Living at 50%

I say 50% but the reality is the last four and half years I feel I have lived most of it at less then 50% the whole time. has this been easy, no.  Has it been frustrating, absolutely.  Has it … Continue reading

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The Deepest Layer Of All

For however much I have gone out, done work, tried to live my life, nothing else has really mattered to me but feeling 100% all the time.  And as time has gone by and layers have been broken, I have … Continue reading

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Avoidance

I will tell you this, Lyme Disease isn’t easy.  Actually it is extremely difficult and has been beyond difficult the last four and half years, in every way, shape or form you can think of.  For the most part, for … Continue reading

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The Ultimate Sacrifice

The last four and half years has definitely been what I call the ultimate sacrifice in every facet.  I have sacrificed everything I had, life in general and life itself.  It has truly been the ultimate sacrifice. So many days … Continue reading

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To My Parents

Dear Mom and Dad, I know we have fought a lot of the last 3.5 years and I know it has not been easy on you or easy on me.  I know we both have always tried to come from … Continue reading

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The Pieces and Parts of My Life

I don’t blog as much as I used too.  I used to blog almost on a daily basis, as it was part of my routine, part of my cycle, part of my healing, part of what I dragged my body … Continue reading

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Jason, Where did You Go?

You almost forget sometimes how much you have been through because as time goes on and as the harder stuff, the more challenging stuff, the discomfort slowly fades away more and more and you open more up to the world, … Continue reading

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