The Metaphysics of “Disease”

Through the last two years plus, I have read a lot of books on the metaphysics of wellness and disease.  At the end of the day, something I have mentioned, no matter how many pills you take or how much you detox, exercise, etc, if you don’t get to the root of the underlying causes of your illnesses, or “disease” it will always linger or just come back.

I then look at myself and look at have been the root causes of my transformation, my challenge, what has needed to be worked on and brought to the surface.

So, I go back to when I first got sick or a little bit before I started not feeling well and look at what was going on in my life.  I look at that I was 30 years old and from a universal/spiritual stand point was coming into the end of my Saturn Return, which is considered a big transformation point in your life.  I was not in the place I wanted to be in my life, I was in some ways going backwards and kind of flying by the seat of my pants in a sense.  In a sense, I was losing my power, losing my identity and in some ways felt lost.

As I started not feeling well and in many ways started going in a spiral, I just got worse and worse and went in a circle.  I lost my power, I lost who I was, I lost myself and I began to feel scared and trapped.

All these symptoms started getting the best of me, the bacteria and other invaders started taking over and also were getting the best of me.

So, I then take this and look at the correlation between what I was experiencing and going through and the roots metaphysical causes in relation to my symptoms, etc and they correlate to the deeper feeling I had.

The feeling of losing power, feeling lost, losing my identity, being fearful, unfocused and just don’t feel like I have a place in the world.  The feeling of just feeling trapped and isolated as well.

The thing is by allowing all these feelings to come in and overwhelm me and consume me, it just makes the physical symptoms feel worse and expands on them.  The more I allow these feelings, these things to consume me and these thoughts to take over my mind and body, the more I feel trapped, lost, sick and going in the wrong direction.

By not allowing these things to consume me, by taking my power back, my identity back, overcoming fear, changing my life, shifting my life for better, letting go, transforming, I get to the root of the causes of the symptoms and why I shifted and transformed and eventually break and fully heal.

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My Ebook

My Ebook is all done and up on Amazon.  The book is meant to inspire those going through a challenge or any transformation in their life.  It is meant to also help those going through Lyme Disease and help them get through it and come out better in the end.

Here is the link to the book:

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Escaping The World of Lyme Disease

Isn’t that what it is all about when you are diagnosed with Lyme Disease and you begin to have these strange symptoms that nobody understands, not even yourself.  You want to do everything you can to escape the world of Lyme Disease.

It is a funny contradiction though in many ways because when you are diagnosed, nobody understands, except those stricken with the disease, and then you feel you have to immerse yourself in the Lyme World just to connect and find enough information to get better.

The only challenge with this is though, you then feel you can’t escape it and feel you have an attachment to the world and though the goal or the light might not seem to far away, you keep coming back to this world.

I do everything every day to escape this world.  There is no reason I or anybody should be a part of this world.  You don’t want to be a part of this world.  You don’t.

So don’t attach yourself to it, don’t be consumed in it, don’t feel like it is your life and you need to be a part of this world for connection or understanding.

There is a bigger world out there.  A bigger world then the world of Lyme Disease and it is brighter and better and amazing and has everything you want.

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Visualization Techniques

Everyday, every moment, I visualize my wellness, where I want to be, my higher good.  I have been running this visualization for the past two years plus not just to visualize my goal but also to ground myself and know there are better days ahead.

Visualizing I feel is very very important to healing and achieving what you want in life.  From a very tangible concrete viewpoint, it gives you final goals.  If you don’t know the goals, if you don’t know where you are going, how are you going to get there?

No matter how bad you feel, if you are alive, you can visualize.  Even through any fog, or pain, or fatigue, feel and visualize the better days ahead.

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At What Cost?

That’s what my therapist asked me yesterday for me to think about it.  She asked, “When you get better, what is the cost?”

And I thought about that and I think it is an interesting thing to think about.  We all want to feel great and get better but I don’t know if we really always think about what the cost is for getting better, or AKA, what is holding us back.

For myself, thinking about this, I think about the fear of having this happened again.  Which is a bit different, but I do think about that.  I also think about having to deal with the world again and all the chaos that comes with dealing with the world and how life isn’t perfect.

I have not had to worry about much of anything, except my health for the past two years plus.  I have not had to deal with bills and other responsibilities.  I mean I have gotten used to this cycle and feeling this way.  Sure, there is an element of it that is in line with knowing I am not symptom free yet and thus kind of still keep myself in that protective isolated shell that comes and peaks its’ head out here and there.

So, think about it, what is holding you back?

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When everything fully shifts again

I have spoken awhile back about this idea of when do you know when you are better and I always have said, you do know, you really do know when you shift and you are back to balance and feel symptom free and great again.

For myself, it was always like this.  When my body is always calm, I am fully in my body, strong and clear headed and feel part of  the world all the time no matter what I do.  My vision is clear and I have strength in my body, I am better and I will have fully shifted.

I think what make it so challenging and what makes things feel like they are lasting forever is this cycle that happens and this constant going back and forth can be done through the day and down the minute, of me feeling alive and good and that going away and feeling good and that going away.  This has been happening since the very beginning, even before I moved from L.A. and everything started shifting, I was feeling this.

So when it comes up, I feel the same emotions, feel sensitive and the same physical symptoms and feel like I haven’t moved forward and brings me back to a shitty place, an uncomfortable place.

So once, this stops and everything clears, I will have fully shifted and moved through this and moved on.

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Getting The Monkey Off My Back

I have spoken about this before that Lyme Disease attaches to you and it feels like it never lets go until one day, it is gone.

So, it feels like, everyday I am working on getting the “monkey off my back”.  I feel, living my environment still does not help this as well.

So, everyday, I work on letting go, shedding layers, moving on with my life, moving my life forward and getting the monkey off my back.

Lyme Disease consumes you and feels like your life is not your own for so long, until you eventually transform and the monkey reshapes you and changes you to a new you, that is stronger and better.

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